Alexis Michele

Gotta stay positive, you know?

This entire day I was a wreck. Actually this entire week I’ve been a wreck. I literally felt like a walking zombie, no emotion and lacked to socialize with people. Classes were going by so slowly and it felt like torture to me, I just wanted to leave and go somewhere else for a while. After school was even worse for me. Lately I’m just keeping to myself, speak when someone asks me something, and just minded my own business. I didn’t care for what was happening around me, I wasn’t in the mood for anything or anyone. But I didn’t like the fact I was driving myself away from people because of the way i’ve been acting. Although giving myself space to be on my own was the last thing I wanted to do, it did help me out a bit. So far i’ve been thinking nothing but positive things right now and it’s helping me get better. I don’t want to waste my life feeling so low and depressed and constantly scared of my insecurities. Thats my biggest issue, my insecurities. I can’t stand the flaws that I have and yes I know everyone isn’t perfect. I just don’t want my insecurities to get the best of me, and lately it has. Whatever, I’m in a good mood, i’m well rested, and I pray tomorrow will be a better day. Fingers crossed :)

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